Dorothy Chan is the author of Attack of the Fifty-Foot Centerfold (Spork Press, 2018) and the chapbook Chinatown Sonnets (New Delta Review, 2017). She was a 2014 finalist for the Ruth Lilly and Dorothy Sargent Rosenberg Poetry Fellowship, and her work has appeared or is forthcoming in The Academy of American Poets,The Cincinnati Review,  The Common, Diode Poetry Journal, Quarterly West, and elsewhere. Chan is the Editor of The Southeast Review.





Dorothy Chan

Triple Sonnet for My Mother’s Full-On Soap Opera Fantasy



I grew up watching soap operas with my mother: the full-on fantasy of white women in low-cut tops competing over who could go the lowest before a nip slip in jewel tones in the middle of daytime TV, because these are your problems when you’re a retired movie star cougar relocated to the tall pine suburbs of modeling agencies and magazines that rival Vogue, and more power to you for dating the young con man who pursued your daughter five episodes ago, but hey, you were going through a divorce, and that’s now worlds away in your times of evil twins and suburban scandals and ex-husbands rising from the dead and brain transplants for your long-lost sister, and onto husband number eleven, making me reminisce on simpler times when Liz Taylor married the construction worker, and oh, you’re just so glamorous in your slip dresses and your furs and your houses straight out of HGTV catalogs and home renovation shows. I grew up watching soap operas with my mother, who grew up in Hong Kong, wanting a dream house in America my father ended up designing, complete with the proper feng shui, because when you’re Chinese, your house is on a hill, the other properties bowing down: protection against lighting attacking your trees, protection against thieves — What’s a bigger declaration of love than building your beloved her dream house, because she gave birth to your daughter at the age of twenty-five, leaving her family in Kowloon to join you in America. I grew up watching my mom fill notebooks of character dialogue, to learn English — her fantasies of American life.



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