Kelli Russell Agodon's most recent book, Hourglass Museum (White Pine Press, 2014), was a Finalist for the Washington State Book Awards and shortlisted for the Julie Suk Prize in Poetry. Her other books include The Daily Poet: Day-By-Day Prompts For Your Writing Practice (coauthored with Martha Silano), Fire On Her Tongue: An Anthology of Contemporary Women's Poetry (co-edited with Annette Spaulding-Convy), and Letters from the Emily Dickinson Room, winner of the Foreword Book of the Year Prize for poetry and a finalist for the Washington State Book Awards. Her work has been featured in the Atlantic, Harvard Review, Waxwing, New England Review, O, the Oprah Magazine, and on NPR. Kelli is the cofounder of Two Sylvias Press where she works as an editor and book cover designer and is also the Co-Director of the Poets on the Coast: A Weekend Writing Retreat for Women. She lives in a sleepy seaside town in the Pacific Northwest where she is an avid paddleboarder and hiker. She is currently working on her 4th collection of poems.





Kelli Russell Agodon

SOS



In a country of too much everything — too many orcas dying and chemical fires creating radiant lightning, we wake to a morning of mourning of what didn't live, a woman stepping onto the train tracks and us, a block away hearing the thud. Sometimes we break the wishbone without making a wish — my arm on your arm, my head on your chest as if this will be our silhouette forever, as if we're in charge of our own disappearing. Sometimes we want to cut ourselves out of the world, but we laugh because none of our knives are sharp enough nor our dedication to leaving. So tonight with the moon wilting, evening overflowing into the canal where a nuclear sub passes, guardians of what we can't see, our reflections employed by the waves as if disaster was a business, as if we're not wildly waving our distress flags from the edge of this eroding shore.

This poem was inspired (sadly) by an article I read about a baby Orca dying in Puget Sound due to being malnourished. In my community, we are currently losing many Orcas due to low Chinook salmon runs and as a paddleboarder, environmentalist, and human residing on this planet, I struggle with this. This poem may literally be a poetic SOS, sometimes I feel as if I'm only watching the sadness in the world. But in the center of the poem, I realize there's this moment of compassion, two people entwined, and actually, even a wilting moon is still beautiful. So while I'm not sure I really know what the poem is saying to the reader, I think much of this poem is just trying to reconcile a terrible world with a compassionate one, knowing that in the end all of it is, well, temporary.



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