Neal Allen Shipley (he/him) is a poet living in Colorado with a modest collection of pets and an unhinged collection of plants. His writing has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and can be found in recent issues of &Change, Tough Poets Review, and Vagabond City, among others. Despite the horrors, he loves a fancy hot dog.
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dare I call you my king Midas
beg you touch me again slither
into this skin you cast for me
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I dare you to come reach down my throat
embalm my lungs my heart
contorts in your palm
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dare I tell you there is some flesh
yet the space beneath my arms
the small of my back
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these teeth still enamel
this tongue
knotted muscle
“Asystole” as a medical term is when the heart’s electrical system fails, and blood stops pumping to other organs — also called “flatlining.” “asystole” as a poem started as an aubade, but instead of focusing on the moment where lovers part, I thought it would be fun to write an aubade where at least one lover eggs the other on — says, we’re not done here. I think the speaker of this poem ended up manic, almost too desperate to hold onto the moment, and I really liked how it lived in that space. My friend Nathan calls it the horniest poem I’ve ever written, and he’s probably right.