Sarah Brockhaus is an MFA student at Louisiana State University and has a bachelor's degree in English from Salisbury University. She is a co-editor of The Shore Poetry. Her work has been nominated for Best of the Net and the Pushcart Prize and her poems are published or forthcoming in Guernica, The National Poetry Review, American Literary Review, The Greensboro Review and elsewhere




July 22, 2026

Sarah Brockhaus

I’ve Gone Liminal



The blinds turn the streetlights to lattice across your face. I want to call you beautiful but I slip, tell you I wish I was a camera because you look like want. Understand how my hand brushing the hair from your eyes isn’t intimacy, it’s Sorry. When I kiss you it’s still, like magic. You cry so I watch the light patterns and breath feels the same as waking in the middle of the night at seven years old. Do you hear the voices through the walls like drowning? There is a bridge in my hometown that crosses state lines and if you stand in the middle you get to be both at once. I threw a pumpkin off at 3am. It hit the post and became millions before the dark water took it, every little piece. I don’t know what that means but I watched it become something else and I didn’t say sorry then, either. I just held it, a cold whisper in my mouth. When you call me beautiful, press your eyes against me like a body, I feel like a child. Yesterday we were eating grapefruit in the kitchen and I held each slice up to the window like stained glass. I want to say something true but the words don’t exist yet. If I kiss you, it isn’t a promise. This is muting. A way to observe without being begged into it. When we talk, I watch from the ceiling. I can read us like a tarot deck, can prescribe you crystals to replace my hands. If there were a pill to end leaving, I would take as many as I could find.



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