Steven Sanchez’ debut book, Phantom Tongue (Sundress Publications, 2018), was chosen by Mark Doty for the Rochelle Ratner Memorial Award. A CantoMundo Fellow, Lambda Literary Fellow, and winner of the inaugural Federico García Lorca Poetry Prize, his poems appear in journals that include Agni, American Poetry Review, and Poet Lore.



Previously in Glass: A Journal of Poetry: The Gunman To My Body

June 25, 2025

Steven Sanchez

Grief Is the Raven




Hanford, CA Do you recall, years ago, how a flock descended on this town, caws and shit and black feathers inescapable, how their weight sagged cables into a grin so pointed it might snap? We wanted to kill them all, to shoot them. Instead, we released a single falcon whose notched beak could pierce a neck. I learned, that summer, that ravens congregate around their dead, that it’s easier to chase something away rather than live with it: a handle of vodka split between me and a boy who taught me how to remove bruises with a spoon, to kiss a neck softer with the inside of my lower lip — the only boy who met my grandmother. Mijo, is he your boyfriend? He’s a nice boy This is the last time I heard her speak. For years, I avoided seeing her, ashamed. For years, the aphasia set in. I almost remember her voice’s clarity but the last time I heard her is so much louder: her eyes widened and her voice flew from her mouth and barreled past words I couldn’t hear, but felt like the brush of a wing. Perched on a power line, thousands of volts surge between your talons. You remember a person’s face, if they shooed you or fed you. I’m sorry it took so long to return with crackers in my pocket. Thank you for the pebbles and silver gum wrappers. Your gifts glint like my grandmother’s vanity, her favorite rings and necklace placed on her one last time, her hair dyed and highlighted, her face beat for the gods because she’d never be caught dead barefaced in public. And I remember something else: she was so light when we lifted her. I wondered if she was still there.


Apart from my brother (also Queer), my grandma was the only person in my family to immediately respond to my Queerness with love and support. She loved my Queerness before I even knew how to do that myself — I didn’t really comprehend that until I began writing this poem. Also, my family truly believed she would haunt us if we buried her without dying her hair, doing her make up, or appropriately accessorizing her. When writing this, I needed to make sure that everybody knew how glamorous she was, especially on that day.


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