Gretchen Rockwell is a queer poet and supplemental instructor of English at the Naval Academy Preparatory School in Newport, RI. Xer work has appeared in Glass: Poets Resist, Into the Void, Noble/Gas Qtrly, Crab Fat Magazine, and the minnesota review as well as in other publications. Xe enjoys writing poetry about gender and sexuality, history, space, and unusual connections.




Previously in Glass: A Journal of Poetry: The Rebellion

Poets Resist
Edited by Jemshed Khan
May 20, 2019

Gretchen Rockwell

After Watching Star Trek, I Return to the Real World

Occasionally, we are given to understand, spontaneous evolution happens, where two beings come to life independently of each other. This has just happened with a flightless bird: gone extinct over a hundred thousand years ago, now reappearing, still earthbound. So far no other birds have managed this coming back from the dead, although it is not exactly resurrection. Vulcans preach infinite diversity in infinite combinations but also Kolinahr, which is impossible for me to imagine. The separate rail-birds on Aldabra show it is possible to emerge even after being overwhelmed and wiped out, to survive even after all of you have died. The incredible strains belief, but not logic, and I am glad this miracle of science is possible — and I am able to feel wonder still. Glad, too, they have appeared in my flood of news about rising water and extinction, the damage we do with our flights and scrabbling. Escape is the easiest answer to this. Surely abandoning emotion would be best. How much harder it is to feel. To stay and fight.


As I’ve been scrolling through Twitter recently, I’ve been seeing the recent news about Jakarta, the U.N. extinction report (and how it is being ignored in the U.S.), and too many other environmental-concern news items to mention. Obviously, this is an enormous source of stress/concern for me — and that’s just the environmental news! Thinking about that made me think of the “information fatigue” phenomenon and how it can be so easy to respond to oversaturation with desensitization, and how we (collectively) need to fight that despite being so, so tired all the time. That, plus, this article from The Independent sparked this poem.

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