Kathryn Bratt-Pfotenhauer is a queer poet from Maryland. Her work has previously been published or is forthcoming in Nimbus, The Roanoke Review, Milkweed Literary Magazine, and L’Éphémère Review. She was a poetry semifinalist for the 2017 St. Lawrence Book Award (Black Lawrence Press) and the 2019 recipient of the Bryn Mawr Bain-Swiggett Poetry Prize for her poem “Self-Portrait as Gorgon.”


Also by Kathryn Bratt-Pfotenhauer: Two Poems


Kathryn Bratt-Pfotenhauer

Self-Portrait as Plague



Monday, and a cloud of locusts bursts from the soft aperture of my eye; I’m ugly and awful and full of your best God, the red salt of womb limping from me until I drown the river, upending the frogs onto its banks; their bellies pale in the bright morning. My hair braids thick with lice and I sic them on men until the air bleaches with bones. Revenge is such a hassle, moreso for the sick. I queen boils. I hail the skies. Tuck your righteousness behind your gnashing teeth. I'm nursing darkness here and the child has to eat.


The concept for “Self-Portrait as Plague” came after the song “The Plagues” from The Prince of Egypt had been looping in my ears for days. At the time, a depressive episode had completely flattened me, rendering me unable to see myself as human. One day, I wondered what would happen if I were to embrace what the darker parts of my brain had been calling me, what would happen if I could turn that grotesqueness into something empowering. This poem was the result.



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