Jill Khoury writes on gender, disability, and embodied identity. She holds an MFA from The Ohio State University and edits Rogue Agent, a journal that features poetry and art of the body. She has written two chapbooks — Borrowed Bodies (Pudding House, 2009) and Chance Operations (Paper Nautilus, 2016). Her debut full-length collection, Suites for the Modern Dancer, was released in 2016 from Sundress Publications.





Jill Khoury

chronic lyric ix




o pain: the wall shivers if you press right here you want to feel the massive thing that looks stable but isn’t but you have no hands so i press for you you touch my hand to feel shift in lath & plaster palpitated through flocked wallpaper i press for you


Ten years ago I was diagnosed with a disorder that causes me to have chronic pain. It has been quite an experience, trying to adjust my way of life to accommodate this new guest. Last year, I started to write a series of lyrics in which pain is a separate entity from my own consciousness, but with whom I share a body. Addressing pain as a newcomer to my body-home has allowed me to both resist and accept this unquantifiable force. Even when I feel like pain has gotten the upper hand, so to speak, these “chronic lyric” poems allow for a transferal of emotional and psychic information between us.



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