Yanyi is a poet and critic. In 2018, he won the Yale Series of Younger Poets Prize, awarded by Carl Phillips, for his first book, The Year of Blue Water (Yale University Press 2019). Currently, he is an associate editor at Foundry and an MFA candidate at New York University. The recipient of fellowships from Asian American Writers Workshop and Poets House, his recent work has appeared or is forthcoming in LA Review of Books, Poetry, and Bellevue Literary Review.





Yanyi

Blessing

Reader, when you opened this poem, you were expecting, perhaps, some fight song or criticism, some litany or ode. You feel, on days maybe like this one, too angry or ill, or ill with anger, to recognize even yourself. On the out- side, you still clean, cook, and meet friends and family. You try to keep the forms intact. You may want to know where to look for light — there is some here, but facing away, I am sitting in shade, the other cheek of the sun, the other side of pothos, aloe, tomato, zuzu — plants you may have come to love and know in these years. You have wanted to know that you can bring life, still, into the world. If not your children. If not your words, or art, which you have become too tired to start. Reader, may sometimes you merely read. As you read, you are blessing this poem. As you read, may you stop paying mind, these words still here, and may you have the space to be in the rooms of your own thoughts and wants. Participation is not production, for the greatest thievery of injustice, in unequal measure, is the thievery of our lives as we desire to live them. Unlike the beginning of your life, you need not shout to be recognizable to yourself. Outside, the afternoon hollows, yet another day is both exclamation and ordinary, song is not illusion, nor peace a dream only possible for those who inherit the most dominating violence. We who inherit nothing we have asked for let go in this form. The hour is simply sleeping.



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