Les Kay is the author of At Whatever Front (Sundress Publications, 2016), as well as the chapbooks The Bureau (Sundress Publications, 2015) and Badass (Lucky Bastard Press, 2015). He is also a co-author of the chapbook Heart Radicals (ELJ Publications, 2016; About Editions, 2018). His poetry has appeared widely in journals such as The Collagist, Redactions, South Dakota Review, Southern Humanities Review, Sugar House Review, Whiskey Island, and The White Review. He currently lives in Cincinnati with his wife, Michelle, and two small dogs.




Les Kay

If Certain Physicists Are Correct, There Are Infinite Universes, and We Must Assume That We Are Transcendently Happy in at Least One, and, Perhaps, Together

How much do you need from me, how much do you want? Here is my gall bladder, plump as a Rainier cherry thickened with pesticide. Here is my thumb, bitten to a nub so small, strangers never see it to stop when we wander rural highways with nothing more than backpacks and a plaintive piano melody. In another universe, I finished my physics degree, without thinking linear algebra and its imagined matrices opaque as concrete. In another universe, I finished my physics degree and tackled two more, straining myopic corneas to collate collider data, pausing, only when herbal teatime arrived beneath the German Alps, to remember reading Don Juan or "Mont Blanc," and you are walking the shore of some Scottish loch, scanning the horizon for wild plesiosaurs as you contemplate writing the next chapter in your children's novel about a physicist, (loosely based on me, though we have never met) who travels between universes where that which is inconceivable, except within a few fringe imaginations, becomes real, even the extinction of the majestic Scottish plesiosaur. In another universe, we are as anonymous as the iris-green chipmunks camouflaged in our meticulous gardens. We walk our pet tarantula, Morris, around the cul-de-sac, pausing beneath dandelion shade to stroke each other's exterior hearts with a pinky-first brush that seems more natural than breathing or scratching lovingly behind Morris's seventh eye. Here is the universe where Stalin caught the Spanish flu in November of 1917, where Ayn Rand became a premier Soviet abstract expressionist painter, where Milton Friedman was laughed out of Rutgers University and found his calling as a solar station attendant outside Poughkeepsie. Here is where we love each other without constraint. Here is where no one is hungry. Here, the physicists say, is theoretically possible.

"If Certain Physicists Are Correct, There Are Infinite Universes, and We Must Assume That We Are Transcendently Happy in at Least One, and, Perhaps, Together" is one of those poems that began as part of something else. I don't want to say too much about that something else — a bleak collection, still in progress, about the Great Recession — or about the poem. Both can stand (or fall) on their own. I will, however, say that the manuscript is necessarily confessional and almost claustrophobic with regret. And, as a writer, I reached a point where I really needed an escape, a slightly cracked window that maybe the audience could help pry open. So maybe this is one way to do that — a mélange of the confessional, the Many Worlds Interpretation of quantum mechanics, a touch of Ernst Bloch's utopian function, some deep reading into Edwin Rolfe's oeuvre, and a big ass spider. For me, it's a reminder that imagination is a force to be reckoned with — one that can be limiting, but most assuredly does not have to be.



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