Catherine Kyle teaches literature and composition at the College of Western Idaho and creative writing at The Cabin, a literary nonprofit. She is the author of the hybrid-genre collection Feral Domesticity (Robocup Press, 2014) and the poetry chapbooks Flotsam (Etched Press, 2015) and Gamer: A Role-Playing Poem (dancing girl press, 2015). She also helps run the Ghosts & Projectors poetry reading series. Her poetry, fiction, nonfiction, and graphic narratives have appeared and are forthcoming in The Rumpus, Midwestern Gothic, Superstition Review, and elsewhere. Her writing has been honored by the Idaho Commission on the Arts and other organizations.
December 21, 2016
Ode to a Parallel Universe in Which I Ignite Care
The hedge maze is burning. I admit,
it is my fault. For all your warnings
of synaptic crisis, I looked in your eye,
tilted the candle, lit the ends of my dress
on fire. Then strode into the brush.
Licking leaves with flame, a lady all
done up. Scorching petticoat bristling
the whispering emerald red, sparks that climb
the chlorophyll walls like golden tamarin paws.
These items are my domain. The black and ashy
felled. You had wanted to show me
an object at the center. A fountain, perhaps,
or a bird. Something that dwelt
in verdant. Something that fed on night.
But I could not bear to see it: a specimen
so beautiful. I could not bear to see you
sway that thurible, so clean. Tranquility
almost a poison. Something that caused me
to reach for a match. An act of
immolation. You fade into the bush.
I flee and stamp out my hem. Steal the horse
we had stowed and spur, hair ends crinkling coal flags.
And I want you to know:
If I had two lives, I would not have needed to do this.
Perhaps we could have sat in grass,
you tracing my palm, reading lines.
As it is I watch from a far-off cliff,
picturing your sad eyes. The maze a cat
yawn, open and orange. Its sun dial darting,
confused by such light. Searching like hands for the dawn.
This poem is from a full-length manuscript in progress that explores poetry as a sort of parallel universe. In poetry, we can defy time and logic. We can bend the bonds of reality and perform impossible feats. I love this about poetry — that it can abide by fairy tale logic where worlds are shaped by emotion. All the poems in the collection are like this: recognizing the world for what it is while acknowledging that things could have gone another way.
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